ALIVE
getting of my meds a couple of headaches breaking a sweat summer is burning as though the world is on fire the smoke creeping into my nose up there until it reaches my brain there a whole new world unfolds dopamine and sertraline given positive impulses and stimulations but now the child has left mother's womb having been nurtured now nurturing themselves the world feeling brand new every single day in the beginning walking cautiously on the grass the fields and forests talking its first steps like a new born deer first unsteady and terrified now standing tall on two feet face up into the sun an illusion of a halo trust me they aren't an angel they were once a fairy falling down to the earth hitting the stone cold ground blood and a concussion still they survived turned into a human a living breathing thing existing and suffering at the same time gentle spirit being tortured and torched tormented by their own existence burning down to ashes to be rebuilt again white small pil...
