final crown

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tear me open
my soul is dying
my heart is broken
feel like the weight of the world is resting on my shoulders
constantly awake to avoid the monsters visiting me in my dreams
trying to avoid to feel anything
in fear of losing my mind 
in fear of losing the sense of life
drifting on the surface of the sea
resisting the dark forces that pull me down
to hand me the final crown.

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